Since I lost my job in May last year, I have been struggling to deal with having nothing to do in my life. At first, I was mesed up because my routine had changed. Appointments with tenancy workers, autism team, etc, helped with that a lot, but things still get delayed and I'm still waiting for this supposed "personal budget" that will allow me to have aids to manage a routine independently, as well as things that will improve my life.
Today was yet another day of ringing ppl to no avail. I am having problems with my words, noise, and temperature... pretty much everything is driving me mad. Building work next door has been going on since August, and I'm getting pretty sick of the noise. I need to move, but, as above, this "personal budget" was supposed to help with that.
Oh yes.. and in September Penny had FOUR kittens as we didn't have the money to get her done! Marvellous. One has gone to Lou, and it appears we are keeping the other three. Sister left the nest due to the building work noise (oh how I envy her), but still came back occasionally. However, the last time I saw her (last week), she didn't even respond to her name :( So I don't really know what to do about that. Cat number is at 11 if you include Sister, as we also found a kitten in our back garden looking scared and upset, and really not liking the wind.. he's adopted us. His name is Edison as he loves lightbulbs - every time he gets in the bedroom we find him curled up in one of the bedside lamps that has suspiciously been knocked on the floor. Hmm. We named the three of Penny's litter Apoptygma (Tyggie), Montgomery (Monty), and Enola Grey (Enola). TOO MANY CATS!!!!!!!
Gah. Motivation = 0. Stress levels = 7. Energy = 3. Mood = Ugh.
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